| The blood boiling in my veins The searing pain The sudden numbness The amnesia The confused laughter The feeling of bliss The freedom and independence The silence Suddenly I open my eyes Blood oozing from my wrists Fading laughter Confused gasps The bloody floor The blade in my hand I can’t bring myself to put it down The slight ache of my wrists Then I realise I am ok It’s all over, the pain, the suffering The last oozing drop of blood opens the door The door to what I have longed for The door to my death |
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the dreami had a dreamthe dream
i had a dream that you left me
you left me and never spoke to me again you left me and forgot all about me i fearead it was coming true but then you came back
you make me happy and jealous
when you speak of your adventures without me you leave and i think i am getting stronger
that i can cope without you
then you come back and i get dizzy i feel vulnerable like i need for everything
it makes me feel like i cant be without you
you should leave me i am not scared of it anymore
leave me and never speak to me again leave me
by ~vampireprincessestar
not yoursnot yours ,not yours anymore not your love ,not the one you dream offnot yours
not your star ,not the light of your world not your princess, not the damsel to be rescued
i never knew ,you never told me
you never showed me, i never guessed
i always wondered , i never told you i never showed you , you never paid attention i broke your hear without knowing
i hurt you without paying attention i destroyed you trying to forget
i wanted you from the satrt but i never said
i have loved you always,forever in my dreams you never paid attention , you never sh
by ~vampireprincessestar
can't stand iti cant stand itcan't stand it
i cant stand the person i am
i cant stand that girl who has to change i cant stand the things she says and does i cant stand the way she makes them feel
i remember saying it
but not why or how he smiled at me
i suppose that wasnt bad he holds onto me
i am not sure if it's the right thing
i cant stand it
i cant stand the way he thinks it's all for him i cant stand that i let him think that
i cant stand that i dont tell him the truth i cant stand that he is such a nice person
i rember calling him that
by ~vampireprincessestar
never everblinding it comes,searing it comes slowly crumbling , silently crashing pulsating veins, murmuring heart shaking fingers,quivering lipsnever ever
my mind mind made up
my preparations made
my destiny to follow my peace made
everytime i see a knife
everytime i see a blade
everytime i see pills everytime i see pools
my mind races,my blood boils
i remember how it felt
i remember
by ~vampireprincessestar
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Postponed SuicideMy existence is broken into pieces, colourless, and black The urge of breathing is painful, do not glue me back When God is my only opponent, and faith is what I lackPostponed Suicide
Quit pulling me up, you are too blind to see me dying Too proud to acknowledge, there is no use of crying
Despaired of God's mercy, ages ago, i stopped trying
I will punishe the soul that lost survival, patience and dignity Death before dishonor,will you forgive me, I'm seeking safety
Now I leave this world, where my heart can not survive empty
My dear pills to end my misery, they are peaceful and blue
by *saida-freestar
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- Current Residence: United kingdom
- Interests: writing , reading , dancing , anime , singing
- Favourite movie: twilight
- Favourite band or musician: fall out boy
- Favourite genre of music: j-pop, j-rock, RnB, Rock , hiphop
- Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, me
- Favourite game: final fantasy
- Personal Quote: when you hear silence within yourself then you know you have truly found peace or perhaps lost yours
- Tools of the Trade: pen/ laptop
- Email: Estherinlove@hotmail.com
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How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty,
And bread loaf is not stone
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How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty,
And bread loaf is not stone
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Where water is not thirsty,
And bread loaf is not stone
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